There’s a Hole in My Bucket*

I didn’t expect my original “Bucket” post to multiply, but it has! I do believe this is the last of four and I don’t think you’ll be thanking me for embedding this song in your head, but here goes. My husband actually suggested this to me and, after quickly dismissing it, I found I couldn’t let the thought (or the melody) go.

Poor Henry faces a problem of inordinate proportions when he discovers a hole in his bucket. Stymied, he turns to Liza for advice. It seems pretty obvious to her, but each step she offers leads to a new complication. Henry exasperates Liza and never does fix his bucket—you certainly couldn’t call Henry a go-getter.

I began to think about the holes in my bucket and wondered if, like Henry, I lack the determination to plug them up and content myself with living a leaky existence. You may identify with some of these holes.

  1. My heart is bursting with grateful wonder—and then I hear about a friend’s family event or trip or blessing. Envy pokes a hole in my bucket and my gratitude seeps out.
  2. I am filled with a sense of purpose—and then I become aware of a criticism. Insecurity pierces my bucket and, drip by drip, my zeal puddles at my feet.
  3. I am praising God for my life, for His goodness and blessings—and then I (or someone I love) notice an ache, pain, or lump. Tests are called for and fear stabs a hole in my bucket, allowing my praise to trickle away.
  4. I am happy and content, trusting God in matters of the world and of my personal world—and then I hear assessments of society, leaders, governments. Anger punctures my bucket and my confidence dribbles away.

Friends, this is a brief look at the peril of having a hole in our bucket. To myself, and all the other Henrys out there, I quote Liza, “Well, fix it dear Henry, dear Henry fix it!”

Be very careful, then, how you live—not as unwise but as wise. Ephesians 5:15

*This song was first published in Germany around 1700.

Photo by Lucas van Oort on Unsplash

Bucket of Apples

Bucket 3/4

Autumn officially arrives this Saturday—my favorite season! In our family, fall meant making applesauce, which did not necessarily include apple picking—I usually bought a bushel of “drops” from a local farm. While they simmered in my Dutch oven on the stove, I set out my grandmother’s old apple mill, and lined up our plastic containers.

When grandchildren came along I soon learned I didn’t need as many containers for the freezer—their taste testing of the warm sweetness greatly diminished our production volume. Nothing says fall to me as much as apples. But this favorite season includes many more delights.

  • I love the colors of fall. Who is not drawn to gas-guzzling rides through the country to ooh and aah at changing leaves that glamorize the landscape?
  • I thrill to see orange pumpkins sitting on porches, some with grinning faces and a flickering candle within. Then there are roasted pumpkin seeds, pumpkin pies, pumpkin muffins, pumpkin anything (except coffee).
  • I think God had fun creating gourds with their varied colors, odd shapes, stripes and bumps.
  • I love the need for a sweater or hoodie, an added blanket on the bed, and the return of cozy slippers.
  • I love apple cider, apple pie, and caramel apples on a stick.
  • I love to watch the leaves fall and twirl, dancing around me, and to hear them swish when I shuffle through their carpet.
  • I love yellow and rust-colored mums and curly leafed purple cabbages.
  • I love the memory of raking leaves to the edge of our property and burning them in the road. My nostalgia can still evoke the wonderful woodsy fragrance and savor the quiet absence of leaf blowers.

What do you love about fall?

Lord, I Depend on your Grace

Thank you for your title suggestions! I’m preparing to speak at a breakfast for grieving parents in PA this Saturday so I’ve not made a final decision—but you will be the first to know. Today’s post is a sample from the yet unnamed book. The accompanying passage is 2 Cor. 12:7b-10.

 Day 38

Lord, I Depend on your Grace

But thanks be to God, who always leads us as captives in Christ’s triumphal procession.

2 Corinthians 2:14a

I have thorns. They are afflictions from my loss, throbbing reminders of what no longer is. They prickle and pain me, sharp mementos of a tragedy I can’t undo. If I find a comfortable position they are quick to pierce my peace and, like old injuries, they throb in stormy conditions. I have prayed for them to be removed, but God tells me the same thing He told Paul, “My grace is sufficient” (2 Corinthians 12:9).

What does sufficient grace look like? It is strength when I’m bone-weary. It is peace when I’m disordered. It is contentment when I stop striving. It is one more step on a path I never wanted to walk. It is offering words of comfort from the well within me. I have enough grace for God to radiate from me and reveal Jesus.

God’s grace lifted me from bed in my lowest days. It propelled me out the door when I wanted to hide. It enabled me to smile in darkness and stand in a crowd. That may not sound like a triumphal procession, but they are my victories and could only be realized through grace.

I will press on—by God’s grace. I will grow strong—by God’s grace. And at the end of my life’s journey, I will join the triumphal procession to glories I now vaguely imagine. And so will you. We will be thorn-free and forever tell of the grace that carried us home.

Light Promised

The people walking in darkness have seen a great light;
on those living in the land of deep darkness a light has dawned.

Isaiah 9:2

This prophecy from Isaiah had to seem like a lifeline for Jews living under the darkness of Roman rule. Their situation was untenable. They were powerless in their own land and longed for a Messiah to save them, the dawning of a new day. We empathize with their desperate hope that a light would rise in their dark world.

We also live in shadowy times—right and wrong is blurred, values are muddled, and self is exalted. Shades of gray encroach on truth and its light is dimmed. Like the Jews, we cry out, “How long, Lord?” The difference from our darkness and that of the Jews, is that the Light has come. We see the great Light they longed for… and sought to extinguish. His name is Jesus and His light is in us. We are not delivered from the perils of this world but it lives and pulses in us, shining its hope as we live in this land of deep darkness until the light of His eternal kingdom dawns.

Let every Christmas light—the twinkling white fairy lights, the glowing colored bulbs, the flickering candle flames—remind you a that Light shines in our darkness… and it leads us Home.